
I've been stressing over some very minor things this holiday season. Stressing  about change, and the new year, and about expanding my business. Stressing about  how to handle being a corporation, and the new accounting practices I'll have to  learn. About things from the past that have been bugging me. Mostly about how  someone has lied about me and my business to make me look bad. So trivial  really, and childish to waste my time and energy when it could be better  utilized in my business and my writing. Oh, I've been stressed that I haven't  been writing, too. lol
But last night, my friend was up all night with her 18  year old dog, watching helplessly as he had seizures, and then finally, early  this morning he died.
Yes, it was a dog, and not a child or a parent, but  living with a dog for 18 years, he may as well be a child or a parent, because  he's there for everything. I cried this morning, for my friend, for the dog, and  for myself, knowing what a tough night that must have been, and how I will have  to face the same situation soon with my animals.
And I realized that this is  what matters, I have a roof over my head, a healthy happy family, a husband who  is my best friend and business partner, animals who make the world right, and  friends who make me laugh.
I choose not to let the negative things and people  get to me, because I'm thrilled to be doing what I love and making a living at  it. I love my customers, and my family and friends, and most of all I'm happy. I  wish happiness to everyone who is negative and unhappy, because the later must  be an aweful way to go through life. When I look back, I want to be able to say,  "Oh, that was small stuff, and I learned not to sweat it."